Support

2020 brought a number of unique challenges for everybody in many different ways. My unique challenge was presented when I was going through a number of different medical tests to try and figure out why my feet were constantly tingling and/or numb.

First test up was an MRI on my brain. As Katie and I were driving to the hospital, it didn’t occur to us until we got to the parking lot that she probably wouldn’t be able to come in with me. It took all of 2 seconds registering at the hospital to find out that due to COVID restrictions, I would be completing all my tests by myself. 

In the waiting rooms, I spent the time alone (with the exception of my favourite podcasts and music) but I still felt her support. Even if the appointments were at 6:00 in the morning, I knew I had my biggest supporter just outside waiting in the parking lot for me, coffee and Netflix in hand.

Once the results came back and I began to tell my family, I have to say my ego was at an all-time high! How could it not be? I hadn’t been told ‘I love you’ that much in my entire life!  Through it all, all I could feel was love (even when those moments were accompanied with tears).  Although it was incredibly difficult having these conversations, it became so clear to me that I was loved and I was supported.

I have reconnected with people that I haven’t spoken to in years, I’ve received texts from friends showing their support, and I have read encouraging comments that have all left a real impression on my heart. I don’t know how to explain it, except to say this: during some of the worst months of my life, the positivity and love I have felt from everyone has allowed me to persevere.

So, this blog is to let you know that if you or someone you love is experiencing the day-to-day challenges of MS, you are loved and you are supported.

-       Jesse